Well, it's been awhile . . .

I think that this has been the hardest time. They say that 6 months is the fun time - and don't get me wrong. Adam continues to be a precious, precious, darling child. I still just don't think we're in a rhythm now. A sickness that knocked me for a loop after a holiday that knocked me for a loop - I was just loop d' looped for awhile. Sleeping schedules are starting to get back on track, working to stay ahead of pumping - durn that's a job - and work starting to ramp up.

I just want to know for sure that he is alright, and is going to be alright, and that I'm making the right decisions. Did I wait too late to start veggies - is he getting all his vitamins? I'm sure all moms will tell me that this will never end - so just get used to it?

With all the concerns and worries that arise with each phase, I never want to lose the fullness of heart that I felt once that little boy entered our lives. I never want to forget his wide toothless smile - that he shines all the time and with ease! I never want to forget the way his sweet little eyes crease with that precious smile. As he loses the last of his gorgeous head of baby hair, I don't want to forget how his beautiful head came into this world.

He is my treasure and my heart - Lord, guide me to always do my best for him and help me to make the right decisions in his teaching and care.